Mid sem examination is on next month, but I already start to feel the terror. I can't stay calm. I'm scared. I don't know how to study well, do well.
Keep on persuading myself, everything gotta be okay, it's just one sem, one BAD sem. I not going to let it control over me. However, seems like it had traumatize me already. I don't know what can I do to make everything right in this one month. I not even know whether I can manage to study and understand every single lecture. I become a coward before the war.
Forcing myself, challenge my limits. This is what should do. I should never give up myself, stand there waiting for the dooms day. Everything gotta be okay, trying to comfort myself.
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