I wonder is it the book, or things in Uni make me suffocated?
I'm not yet ready for the responsibility, and to grow up, I guess. I'm overwhelming with worrisome thoughts, like always. I not going to get over it for my whole life, I just can't stop worrying.
I'm the new elected Class Representative. I need to start my research project as soon as I can, which in same group with a classmate I barely know, under the surveillance of a lecturer that I think I'm not one of her favourite. Besides, the Industrial training stuff worry me a lots. We will be allocated in different industry in various state, which will be decide by the industry according to our cgpa. I don't have my own transport, and I need to stay in my home.
The immediate problem that arises is if I have to rent a place to stay, I need to pay. The financial thing is the most severe problem now. I'm under stress. I don't know where should I get money for my daily expenses, throughout this semester. I convinced others that I can handle it, that I sure will get it right. However, this thing never get out from my mind, it never rest, and keep on haunting me.
I just need to figure this out, as soon as possible, before it dried me out. Dread.
I try to relax myself, but I guess I just not really good in managing it yet. I was letting it to wore me down. Breathe... Breathe... Breathe... I can make it.
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