Sometimes, I just care too much. 

I got worry easily, become anxiety, and can't get over it. 

Things won't be always turn out like what you had wish. There are people that like you, and of course are bunches of human being that don't like you, and lots more will not even care about you. 

Then why you want to become the only one that care so much? If the person really care about you, they won't let you worry, and will never want you to become sad because of some silly reasons. 

I'd made my life miserable. I'm still wrapping up myself with more and more problems, troubles, worriness. I make myself suffering, and I really don't want to continue to suffer. 

Life is short. Live my own life is the most important thing, and I'll make it my priority now. I'm sure, I can make it. =)

= All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was.  I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory.  I was naïve.  I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer.  It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with:  that I AM NOBODY BUT MYSELF. =

  ~Ralph Ellison, "Battle Royal"