Keep thinking of what others' would said if I done it this way? will I be provoking others? is it I look like so antisocial? should I mix out with others more, which mean lesser for my spend alone time? Keep on bursting my brain with these kinds of questions is going to make me sick of myself!
I have to stop doing like this to myself. Stop living by circling others. I've been telling myself to live my life, be concern on myself, gain respect instead of pouring jealousy, be optimistic by sharing positive thinking, positive idea, positive way of talking instead of gossiping about others, commenting and complaining of others.
What I want to do is not been done, yet I'm turning into a useless, gossip person. I have to change. I keep telling myself. This time if I still fail to do it, I guess I will never success in this life.
Where is my perseverance, self discipline, courageous, hardworking, strong personality, loving and caring heart gone?
Where is my smart, quick thinking, good memory, great analysing, independent, and self-centered more than crowd centered brain gone?
Since I couldn't get back the old me, guess it's time for me to build a new me. The one that free from others' influences, and just do as own wish without bothering about what others' will be going to comment on. Stop jealous and comparing as well. These make me sick of myself.
“The chief beauty about time
is that you cannot waste it in advance.
The next year, the next day, the next hour are lying ready for you,
as perfect, as unspoiled,
as if you had never wasted or misapplied
a single moment in all your life.
You can turn over a new leaf every hour
if you choose.”
― Arnold Bennett
is that you cannot waste it in advance.
The next year, the next day, the next hour are lying ready for you,
as perfect, as unspoiled,
as if you had never wasted or misapplied
a single moment in all your life.
You can turn over a new leaf every hour
if you choose.”
― Arnold Bennett
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