~Seal the mind~

"We should not know what others' thinking."  - Simon (Fringe)

Glass, seal me away from the complicated world, keep me safe from harm...

I want to know things. Everything. I always thought that if the someone keep thing from me, surely they up to no good. They're lying on me, cheating, and they're fake.
I'd missed one thing, a very important fact - human has a very complex brain, which make mind complex too. And the feelings are abundant and complicated. Fluctuation of mood happens almost all the time.

People can have feeling to more than one person at a time. The person they choose to be with, is the person they think they can get along better. We can't blame others for stop loving us. I guess the 'love' feeling is somehow related to the chemical reaction within our bodies. It might be hormone, or other substance that we haven't discover yet. Most probably is the combination of lots of chemical substances and reactions, which make our feeling complicated.

I acted according to my feeling sometimes, which led me to do something stupid, and irrational. I guess that I wouldn't do that, if I have enough time to think about it, and run through the whole thing inside my mind, once.

Back to the main thing here, what others' thinking. We should accept a fact, not everyone like you. Even if that person like you, there'll be definitely a subtle part of you that doesn't become the favourite of him/her. If we take everything too serious, dig out every single things in his/her mind, I guess we can't bear that much. The bad parts will pull away most of our attentions, which make us overlook the majority, good parts. This will result in breakage or cleavage form in the 'virtual heart' of us, and we can't act like normal anymore. The invisible wound will be there, and the torn will hidden inside the virtual heart.

It's not a good thing, to know the truth, which will only make us feel worse.

Better know less, and stay happy. =)