I've been keeping myself away from the crowds, this week.
I guess the prominent reason causing this was I let jealousy and envy occupied my mind.
Still the immature girl, who doesn't know how to appreciate and satisfy.
Recently, learned that many of my friends spending their holidays,
in work and travel programme.
Yes, they got the chance to work in foreign country and travel there.
And I'm jealous.
I've been letting this issue to play with my mind,
which makes me feel desperate.
I saw their nicely snapped photos, with all those european buildings,
I wish I can be there at once.
In fact, I can't. At least not this coming few years.
I have to cool down my obsession towards europe fantasy,
and also those ang-mohs.
I must be losing my mind!
Pull myself back to the reality.
I have to start doing what I can do, right now, right here.
My studies, my hobbies, my diet plans, my french language class...
Holiday's planner been stucked since the day I sick,
and with too much of free time,
I've been letting my jealousy rate for escalating.
It's time to stop all that nonsense and drive myself back.
I need to study hard and work hard from now on,
in order to turn my fantasy into reality.
This is my target now,
and I must not let it fail.
COURAGE,
CONFIDENCE,
PERSISTENCE,
SELF ESTEEM~
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