True value of time~

Back from my 10 days trip in Taiwan. The trip was not one of the most excited, fun, crazy, troublesome, hate or some unique experience, this trip was just normal, plain normal. Not much of surprise, happiness or sadness. Might be because the trip was long, and rushing, walking made me feel tired.

When I was alone, I thought, may be I just love to be travel alone, to do whatever I want. Travel without aims, without worries, just flow with the feeling, the mood. I want to give it a try. The other part of me started to worry. What if something happened, and no one else will know about it? What if you feel real lonely and need someone? What if you don't have anyone to talk to? What if....

With this life, we only live once. Thus, we need to make choices, a lots of choices. Big issues like which course to choose, till small issues like what to eat, all matters. I often regret the choices I'd made, and I wish to travel back to that time, and changed things. Then I know it's not possible, and thereby I have to convince myself to leave the past, and focus on the present, prepare for the future.

In the trip, I learnt a lot about myself. My temper, my thinking, attitude and my usual response. My words and actions always faster than my thinking, especially when I was in rush, or real tense up. So, feel real sorry to those that I had let my temper off, on them.

Not in the mood of writing, really need to force myself to read more and write even more. Laziness overwhelmed me!

[Know the true value of time;

snatch, seize, and enjoy every moment of it. 

No idleness, no laziness, no procrastination: 

never put off till tomorrow what you can do today.]

by Lord Chesterfield