All Time Low

I'm not in the good mood recently, I guess. Kinda bad-tempered (or hot-tempered??). Easy got angry because of some little things, feel like scolding or cursing when found something undesirable, or out of my plan. Trying to use my free time wisely, on things that are useful, plan on doing changes, but I just don't know where to start, or is it too lazy? 

Not in the mood for blogging. Blank in mind, losing my way, live aimlessly... Feel so. A lots in mind, but I can't voice it out, or express it in words. 

I know if I still being the same old me, same old habits, then it will take me nowhere. I never success in anything I wish for. Yet, I just blaming on things, people around me. Responsibilities, that's what I need to learn. Self-dependent, perseverance, never give up, work hard, and strike. It's easy to say than carry it out. That's why I always using my mouth instead of my body. 

He must be so disappointed, because I'm not like him. He is my role model, he is my idol, but I'm nothing like him. Not even close. Feel sad for myself. 

We Don't Want To Tell Our Dreams.

We Want To Show Them. 

by Cristiano Ronaldo