520

My final study week. Final's final exam. Four years just past in a glimpse of an eye. I going to graduate soon. Very soon.
It's just yesterday, I first stepped in the Uni full with strangers, with my mind full of uncertainty, and fears; and now, I'm leaving the place. What I've gained in these four years? Knowledge, ethics, profession, joys, sweet moments, happy memories, sadness, fear, anger, friendship, love, experience, confidence, and of course insights of my future.

Sometimes I tends to focus at the wrong place, put too much attention on wrong things, wrong person, ended up suffering and lost my way. It's 520 today, which in mandarin means "I Love You". Ugh.. Not going to touch this sensitive topic, as it will easily gone wrong, makes me think 'deeply' and quite a lots of stuffs which end up being emotional and gonna cost me my study week. Will not let it happen now. =)

I don't know deep within me, whether there is someone there, hiding inside. Even it does, I will keep on ignore it, and pretend like it never been there. Can't make myself suffer because of my irrational thinking again.

This time, I will not fail myself again. Work hard. I can do this. =)