Another lie? Or determination?

It had been one week after my first post. What I did after that post?? Watched drama for the first four days, then went to langkawi with my Uni's friends, and back in Penang, watched drama again. What a 'meaningful' life.

Anyway, I'd decided to stop living such a depraving life, it's time for me to do something useful, or at least start with my new year's resolution. It's still fresh in my memory, I'm those kind of person that asking myself to change every year, but I never get it done. My french language, my novel, my diet.... so on. Feel depressing when I recalled about those time that I'll never ever get it back. However, I know that it's better to start up the transformation now, then spending present time to regret for something, that it won't change. As the old saying goes, don't cry over spilt milk. It won't help to fix, and it will not get you anywhere. It's time to pick up, and reconstitute myself, to face the new challenges in 2013.

First, of course I need to get rid of the pimples on my face, then the excess fats. To gain back my confidence, I need to begin from appearances. Many others said appearance is not the important part to make you confident, but the truth is, first impression could affect in difference ways, impacts. I need to gain confidence from that part, maybe it's some kind of PTSD , my secondary school life affected me that way, and I just need to.. screw it.

Tomorrow going to meet the pharmacist from the pharmacy I preferred, as I need to complete my community training before next semester start. Wish myself lucks, hope that everything work out smoothly. =)

"All actions result from thoughts,so it is thoughts that matter"

~Saibaba~