It'd been such a long time, since my last appearance in my blog; such a long time, that I almost forgot what is the feeling, when you're missing someone.
There's uncertainty, when people around keep telling you that you're in love, but you don't know how true is it. You keep on reminding yourself, this can't be true, due to the some reasons, you worried, what others going to say about you, criticize you.
You wouldn't believe that he likes you, you think he was just being nice, treat you as good friend. Nothing much. I know why. You scared disappointment, you afraid of being hurt.
Misunderstanding will cost lots of adverse effect. Neuropathy will develop, confusion, depression, trauma, all have a really good chance to show up. You just don't want to be the one that misunderstood his intention. You think you will fall from heaven to hell, if the reality is, he doesn't like you the way you assumed. Everything is just your imagination, your friends' interpretations. Nothing real, nothing right.
However, you can't stop a tiny part within you, that hold on the little hope, thinking 'what if'. What if he really likes you? What if you never got the chance to see him again, and you're still wasting time here? You can let fear to hold you back, or let the fear become the energy source.
Show your care, and keep your words. There are words that meant to keep in heart, as you can't let them out now. Control your emotions, and make sure no problems will arise, because of this.
Every words that I want to say, which are not suitable for now, I'll compressed it, and make it into zip file, named 'Take Care'. =)
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