Tuesday, 2 August 2011

Endless Tomorrow~

Exactly two weeks before I back to Uni. Part of me can't wait for that whereas part of me don't. Looking back to this three months holidays, what've I done? In retrospect, I saw blank, plain white timeline with a little dots. Let's do some flashback and recollect, rearrange all those lost pieces of my memory. Hmm...

First of all, I did a lots of thinking and planning in my brain, worked out a few schemes beforehand, for the accomplishment of all the goals I aiming to strike in this time period. Well, I'm a Virgo, so I amending the plan for a few times as usual, before I'm fully satisfied with it, and launched it as my perfect plan.

I listed out my weakness and the to-do list for this so-called Summer Break. As if we have that. XD




I sensed the burning from within, the strong determination inside me, that moment. ( It's always the same feeling and burning when I just finished a plan. XD )
As predicted by people around me, as well as myself, I started to procrastinate the date which I have to execute my plan, turned it into action. Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow, imitating Macbeth, and there is endless tomorrow.

I consider I'd failed in this mission. As I just slightly touched the introduction part of Pharmacology, and never get to know what I have to study for next sem. Some of my friends told me, don't plan, as you will never be able to proceed as it. I'm very consent to this, but if I never plan, then I will never move. Not even a single small step. That's even worse. Thus, I prefer planning, although it's didn't work in the way I wish to, at least I've enjoy the moment when I do it, and have a little progress. ^.^
It's better to have something than nothing, right?

After this, have to put my hand on new planning again, for next sem.HAHA~! Never tired of 'designing' a perfect plan for a time period. What a weird hobby~ MAKING PLANS~! 
Have faith in me, I'll make it this time~! 
2 years for me to make change, before I graduate, and I shall transform to a better me! :-)

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